Job satisfaction

Salam all,

Before I start today's entry, I wish all Muslims a joyful SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

This year Ramadhan went as fast as a lighting, to me. In a blink of an eye, Syawal has come. I really thought there's one more week to go.


Eversince, all my biological grandparents passed away, it's like the mood to celebrate Hari Raya is not like it use to be. Usually everyone will gather at grandparents house and we have a big buffet. Nevertheless, I still thankful that I can still celebrate this special occasion.


I had never taken pictures with my cats during Hari Raya, before. Thus, I took this opportunity to snap a shot of them:

This is the perfect picture I've taken with Abang. Just look at his eyes.. he knows just the right time to look at the camera.

And this is the worst picture of Putri with us. Haha.. Look how fat and boncit she is! She keeps looking down... biasalah, baru bangun tdo..huhu.

My uncle's new born baby is super cute!! She keeps looking at everyone with her big round eyes and she's even cuter when she smiles!

I totally love her outfit. If I have a daughter, I definitely will dress her like this and also, a cute flowery dress for other outings. Haha..


Tomorrow marks the end of my 3.5 ''long break'' from work. Shoot.. I totally have no mood to even step into the office *sigh*

It's been nearly 6 months, and I still don't feel the job statisfaction that I desire. For my previous jobs, I always look forward to go to work and are more than happy to work extra hours.

Even though I get along with everyone in the office, I don't feel any connection with them. All we talk about is office issues. I've learnt a lot throughout my office working life but the more I learn, the more workload I get. And my workload always rollover. I hate to be the one who always picks up the phone because you've never know that there's always a client who will spolit your mood at the end of the day.

Although everyone said I'm doing well and wish I could stay in a permanent position, I still don't feel happy. I just like to move around, get up from my chair and do something instead of queezing my brain everytime I face the computer for 8 hours a day. I feel unhealthy eversince I work there. Even they raise my pay, I am still not contented. Why? Because I simply don't have passion or any interest in my job scope.

In a long run, it's passion that drives us, that motivates you.. not the pay, not the job promotion.. I felt like going back working at Cheers...though the pay is way lower than this job, I feel very happy working there. I don't feel lazy. I don't feel stress. But because of my freaking someone who are too lazy to help my family financially, I had to stay on..

I can't wait to start school next month, so that I have 4 days work week instead of 5 and I can't wait to quit this job after my school ended and I get a cert so that I can apply NIE. Is interacting with kids and teaching that I love most.. that's I keep doing my tutor part-time job for 4 years. A job I enjoy doing.

Sigh... there's work tomorrow..

Best regards,
Rohani