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Assalamualaikum...

Bloody morning. UT test. That moron treats us like a kid. I dunno why I unable to open my UT client and I lie to that moron that my computer restarts all of the sudden. I don't want to tell him that I can't opened UT client because he will slam down the paper to the table, like what he did to Fiq. Idiot monster.

Ok la.. enough of swearing. He did believe my lie. Haha. Great. And he give me solutions to solve the problem... Actually, I can't opened because i didn't removed the old version of it.

I broke down today, after school. "It's enough..." I keep telling myself this. We never gonna meet up. Never. I put my head on the laptop, cover my head and tears just rushing down. Soon afterwards, force myself to stop crying. Then, Denise asked me im going home with who. When I answered, she asked me why I sounded sad.

I went out of the classroom and Denise followed me, she asked what's wrong. I went to one corner near the window, and broke down again. "I'm just so stupid to keep on waiting...." I think she was shocked to see me in that state.

While walking with Iriani, she asked me what I look sad. I tried my best to hide it but I simply can't. I broke down again and said, "Kenapa kite ni mengharap sangat kita akan bertemu... Dia tak nak jumpa.. kita tak akan jumpa.. Kite bukan nak dia kembali seperti dulu. I just want to talk to him. Tak de niat langsung nak dia kembali. Awak, anggaplah dia tak pernah ada dalam hidup kite lagi...Kite tak nangis kerana dia. Im just so dissappointed with myself.. so dissappointed. Apa salah kite awak..."

We then went to Civic Library to borrow books because we planned not to go school tomorrow. Not because of him, aku tak akan and tak pernah terbawa-bawa masalah emosi ke dalam hal sekola. Just simply no mood la. Haha. Holidays coming, just cant wait. So we decided to take earlier break. =p

While walking home, at the traffic light..got this mat motor slows down and stare at us. Mata tak nak lepas sey. Haha. We laughed like mad, "Kenapa lah mat tadi tu tengok kite semacam? tak tgk depan, skali terlanggar padam muka! Haha..."

After crossing the traffic light, we then walked pass a van. After a few steps, we heard the driver horns his van 3 times.
CT: Pe hal dengan van ni?
Iriani: Dia nak perhatian kite berdua kot..
CT: Ishk, jangan terasa la. Skali bukan macam mana. Haha..lain la kalau mat motor tadi.
Iriani: Haha, itu tak leh angkat sey..

When the van pass by us, it horn directly at us. We laughed hard again.
CT: Tadi, mat motor. Ni plak mat van.
Iriani: Nanti mat kereta. haha.
CT: Kalau da kali ketiga, tandanya jodohlah tuh..haha..
Iriani: Chey wah, jodoh sey..

I'm going for Vanity fair talk plus free makeover with Denise at Suntec City this Saturday. Got free entrance tickets la, Abang Fairus give us. Wee...thanks dude!

My 3rd sis ajak me go shopping tmr..haha.. Confirm tak nak gi skola la. Huhu

Wassalam,
Rohani

Untuk dia.. mungkin kita ditakdirkan untuk berpisah, bukan bertemu. Maafkanlah aku andainya tergores hatimu. Aku tidak bisa lagi menghadapi semuanya. Akan ku lepas segala kenangan yang pernah selama in ku genggam erat... Tiada lagi kau dan aku dalam ungkapan satu..