Assalamualaikum..
Went for volunteering tutoring today morning. Only 3 of my students came... ler.. But it's okay, the lesson still goes on. Did Math first, then Science. My students kept laughing at me..dunno why, coz they the way I speak it's funny. Haha, I do make jokes once in a while with them. But when it comes to serious matter, Im really serious. Monday nite, I have another tuition with them before the exam starts. Hope they really turned up.
Afterwards, when to the mosque for religious class. Ustadz was quiet stress during Bahasa Arab lesson coz we, his students can't understand. But finally, we did understand his teaching. Hehe.
Actually, I have no mood to write about today happenings...
I miss him.. I really do.. Can't imagine myself still liking that guy for nearly 5 months, and I haven't see him since last december... I never feel bored thinking about him (but not 24hrs lah..), missing all those memories we've spent together..talking on the fone for hours. How we to laugh, tease and keep silent all of sudden..that moment, just felt smth different. The way he looks at me, his eyes, his smile..like a cuddly teddy bear. Haha. How can we be just friends when our hearts are more than that? Is there really no hope for us to be together one day? Im okay, I am okay.. really. I move on, but I carry along those feelings with me... Just remember, you are my friend no matter what happens... Maybe we are fated to be just friends.. Yeah, maybe..
Wassalam,
Rohani
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