Salam all...


After 2.5 years working in this company, my spirit can no longer commit. I do get what I want which is to covert from contract to permanent staff but I do not expect this is will happen after converting. I lose my great colleagues, my dream team, my motivation. The job prospect has becoming blur and blur. I used to see myself working here for like at least 5 years. Not now anymore.

I do not expect to see my colleagues to get retrenched and to see one by one, the great staff  leaving the company. I do feel like I am working with idiots right now. Not all, but some idiots. I know it's harsh but it's a reality check. Hah. I don't understand how people can rise up to be a leader when no one even look up to them? After over 7 years of working, I wonder why you do not know most of the important things and why didn't you even bother to know or even find out.

After shifted to another team, my roles seems to have been downgraded. From person in charge back to square one where I rise up from. They don't need me, do they?  The previous team I worked with, has great team bonding, our supervisor and team leaders always protect us first. The supervisor has resigned and team leader like me, felt like redundant as these team has more than enough unskill team leaders. Wow, that's a great de-motivation.

Rather that I complaining and dragging myself to work, I had started to look and go for job interview. 
Still in pending. I still do enjoy working as Cust Service Office but not when work in a team where you have no one to turn to. -_- Haish.

Just wish me luck.

Best Regards,
Rohani