Family support in relationships

Salam all,

I had fun outgoing out with him & his cousins on the Saturday night, at Night Safari. Although I felt very frustrated with Irwan that early noon.

We walked in the safari instead of taking the tram ride. There aren't any pictures of animals because we can't take photos with flash light on and thus, pictures taken were all in dark screen.
It was unfortunate for me that my contact lenses were giving me problems and I can't even see the animals in the dark. Haha..

Neverthless, the animal show was terrific, fun & interesting.

We end the night with one of this cousin's dinner treat to MacDonald's and his uncle's ride home in a van.






Below picture was taken a week ago before Night Safari:

It was his aunt's birthday, celebrated at the void deck.

When I look back at the pictures taken with his family and him, I felt really accepted. Moreover, invitations and outing from and with his relatives makes me feel completely fortunate to have blessings from all of them.

Few days ago, I had a thought of letting go all this feelings and memories. There wasn't any chance for Irwan to change my mind as my decision has been so fixed that apology was unacceptable even after being begged.

Until... I think about his mother. His mother was so stern to Irwan to never let me go even though I was the one who wanted it. I never did really tell every problems he created, to his family nor his friends until that day where I really felt I needed to when things does not change as he promised.

Fortunately, our relationship was saved. Now, my heart really feel at ease after 2 weeks for sleepless night. At this point of time, I realize how strong is his family support towards our relationship.

Even though, I did said to Irwan, "I don't deserve you. I deserve a better guy than you.'', I know it wasn't true enough. Irwan had given to me everything I need to feel that I deserve true happiness in a relationship. Out of all, there's only one thing he did, that I felt I don't deserve this kind of treatment at all.

And because of that one thing, I felt the urge to leave him. In the end, it was just his big mistake that needs time to be solved entirely.

Overall, I am still fortunate to have Irwan by my side his temper, over cautiousness & lame jokes. He has always been trying his best to keep this relationship alive...


...and that's why we are planning for something big next year! *shh*

HAPPY 40TH MONTHSARY!!!!

With love,
Rohani