Sosok cinta (shadow of love)

Assalamualaikum...

TRANSFORMERS was shiok, man! Muahhaha.. It was the best action movies I ever watched! Although it's quiet a long show (2 1/2hr) , but most of the time, your eyes will glue to the screen till the show end. And it's great when I got to watched it with my dearest Irwan!

Irwan has started his office timing since last week and of course, gembira la aku.. Especially today he don't need to go back to camp at nite. Phew!

After movie, he brought me to a special place which I've been dying to go there.. A cafe! Haha.. It's a cool cafe.. where you got to sit on the floor with comfy big pillows. Best kan! We just drink there coz we wasn't sure if the food do not contain alcohol. So he started this serious sweet talk..










Ok la.. Actually it was me who have been complaining about going to somewhere special. (I know I've said this umpteenth times!) Now, I really have to control my envy towards other couple when I know Irwan has been trying really hard to make my 'wish' come true. And I've been stressing and pushing him to give me the exact date when are we going to get married (I know it's too soon la..!) when I know he has been trying so hard to save his money and control his budget with the low NS pay. And I know that I've been complaining about his NS these few weeks because he can't be with me on weekdays when he has always been with me non-stop on the weekend(s) although I know he compem tired one! And sometimes I do not layan him properly when he called me every night before he went to sleep while all his bunk mates were in their dreams.

And I realized I am like my mom who asked too much! Hahaha.. it's in the genes. Of course, I must control it.

Thus, I felt a stabbed of guilt when he said that he had/will tried his best. It not just saying 'I love you' and that's it. It's about commitment, faithful, understanding, trustworthy, romantic and etc... And from what I've experienced from these seven months, he has it all..Love is more than words can say. (Alamak..paisey la, menjiwang plak!)

After cafe, we take-away BK meal and sat by the Clarke Quay and ate our lunch there. Then we Pasir Ris.

I had a great day.. thanks Irwan! I love you la.. (;

Wassalam,
Rohani