Saw her again after 2 years

Assalamualaikum...

Well, today was great and tiring day for me. Went Mendaki Tea Appreacition Award at Orchid Country Club. Mrs Jane and I were dying of hunger, the smell of buffet food was tempting. We just can't wait to eat. Mrs Jane gave me a motivation talk, because I told her, "I think we should let one of the guys to do go up the stage as a representative to receive award from our MAEC group. Guys are the leader of girls." Then, she told me that every woman are given a freedom of choice. They can choose to be a leader, a good wife, educated working woman, loving mother.. etc. She encourage me to be a representative and I did go up the stage.

Mr Yacoob Ibrahim was there. Dad told my sis that he used to be his friend during their kompang days. Haha.. cool.. They are childhood friends! Now I know..

I saw that girl again. The last time I saw her was in 2004. I wasn't angry at her but it makes me feel uncomfortable to be sitting at the same dining table wif her today. She was looking at me weirdly. I didn't recognize her in the first place but when I keep looking at her, I realized she was the cause of my past relationship to fall apart. Nah.. it's okay. Wasn't totally her fault anyway, maybe him or me. I don't mind at all now.. It's over and done. I hate two-timers. It seems that they are really hungry of love. I thought he was a kind sweet guys who never lied. But I was wrong. My friends sense it first before I did. He told be he had broke up with her, but actually he didnt. It was silly of me to believe his words, even though I saw it with my own eyes. I was strong at that time, thinking that this will be going on only for a while. Eventually I became weak, I called her and talk to her, asking her what's going on wif she and him. I can't forget when she said, "If he wants u, then he'll go for u. But he told me, he wants to be wif me. Then too bad lah.."

At the dining table, I was talking to everyone expect her. I didn't say a single word. She was busy wif her guy. So it's okay then. I purpose make a move first when she wasn't there. I don't know why.. I feel so uncomfortable, it's not hatred. Then her guy was asking me, "Kenapa cepat sangat jalan? Tunggu lah.." -_-

I never regret about my decision. Like what Mrs Jane had said, we are given freedom. Haha! Anyway, I met Irwan at Yew Tee after the Tea. I keep looking at him, how smart and handsome he is in his army uniform. We then waited for two of his army friends at J.East. I send him off to Pasir Ris.

Yesterday, Iriani saw him for the first time. She said that he seemed different in the neoprint, he lost a lot of weight. Even Gloria said that. Hmm.. but I see no difference. Haha! Our date was great, we were talking nonsense and laughing non-stop. We make each other blush with our silly jokes. Haha! Even after he sent me home, I called him.. continuing talking rot about the past mistakes. Hanging on the phone for 3 hours. It is rare to spend time talking non-stop with each other due to his NS.

Our relationship is not perfect. You are not perfect so do I. But we learn to bulid an almost prefect relationship with tears.joyfulness.laughter.smiles.dissapointment.love. Thank you Irwan.

Wassalam,
Rohani