Send me back to my 2nd home..please

Assalamualaikum..

I hate this. I seriously hate this. It's makin me nuts. Makin me crazy and insane. Im dead. Freaking dead bored. I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!

I'm lookin forward to school. For the past 2 days, Im at home..24hrs online. Slept at 4am ystd. Playin my friend's video over and over again. Just can't believe he do that crazy stuff. But farnie lah.

I love holidays unless I had lotsa things to catch up. For example exams after the holidays. That's okay. But there's not even a homework to do! Hold on...wait a minute..in RP, there's no assignment. huhu. A fren just asked me if I can lend him my holiday. haha. I wish I could.

"Since u've entered poly, u've becoming happier.."

Yeah, I am. Wondered what it will be like if Im stucked in MI. I'm gonna be super mad. Haha. I clearly remembered how I planned not to make any friends there coz I'm not in the mood and I just sit down with whoever, strangers and I don't talked a lot. In MI, there's not even one day I complaint how much I wanted to leave that school and prayed hard that RP will call me. And they finally did! Wee.. I was so freakin happy that I quit MI the next day. Haha. But I did miss the peeps there esp Aminah. She's so like me. Heh.. I miss her badly.

I know my much I troubled my dad financially because of the super expensive fees and laptop. If in sec sch, my motivation to work harder is the bursuary..hehehe. But now, it's my dad of course. Imagine thousands of dollars he had to spend for a year for my poly. By next semester, Im gonna work hard. InsyaAllah. My grades had been improving overtime, lesser B's and more A's but there's this pattern by where there's always a C's per week. Hate that. Make my overall grades look ugly. Thus, next semester, gonna work hard. No more C's please.

RP is just like my 2nd home. I remembered how much I dislike that poly because there's no exams. But I ended up being 'dump' there for the better. Haha. And how shocked I was when I found out I'm the only malay girl in the class because my english is super sucks and I'm afaird they just dont get what I mean. However, I can clicked with my classmates quite fast than what I've expected. Maybe I am borned to be in that poly..haha.

Till now, I seriously unsure wheather Business IT is my cup of tea. I like Business!! Marketing, entrepernuership, managing, promoting, sales and seducing...haha. Forget about the last part, i'm just kidding. But IT? hmmx.. not sure. But whatever it is, I know I have to live with it. IT is everywhere, it's a part of our life. Maybe I will be deeply fall in love with the course next year. Hopefully... for the BEST!

Mom been watching soccer most of the time. Hehe. She always asked when the football gonna start. Heh. Now her eyes glued to the screen watching Africa vs Korea. I think she support Korea. My mom rocks..she's cute..she's supportive and cool.. and she sleeps with me.. haha. That's my mom.

Still, badly..Im looking forward for school to reopens.

Wassalam,
Rohani