Ideal Career

Assalamualaikum..

Just reached home at around 10pm. After school, accompany my dear best friend for rebonding for 5 hours. That's the reason why I reached home late. She looks like she's depressed, can't get over the lost of a friend who died of tragic death that we could never imagine. It's just so sudden. I know her friend, got joke with him several times. I do miss him whenever those memories flash thru my mind... May his sould rest in peace.

The hairdresser thought me and my best friend are sister. I laughed like mad. Im malay, she's hindustani..so so different. Somemore, I wore tudung. I feel so blushed when the hairdresser keep commenting how pretty I am. hehe *kembang skejap* She asked me how can I'm so fair. Ya lah, I got 1/4 of chinese blood from my grandma.

School today was boring. The class suddenly turned quite and not lively as before. I can't help it but to keep on smiling for nothing. Haha. Siao. Today Problem Statement is about Career. Ms Terry asked me what's my ideal career. And of course it will be School Counsellor. But still a long way to go. Have to enter university before I can achieve that ideal job. In a meantime, I'll go NIE, try teaching sector. Reason why I want to be School Counsellor? - Love social life, interact with people, handling kids problem and I never want to see these kids spolit their future.

It saddens me whenever I saw youngters ruining thier bright future. Unplanned pregnancy, commiting suicide, getting trouble with the laws.. This should be overcome and curb. And yeah, my passion to help in the best way I can to handle these kids from further ruining their wonderful future ahead of them.

Im glad Im in Business Computing course though it simply not related to my ideal career. Actually, I plan to use that knowledge after I get married, set up a business with my husband, whoever he will be. Haha, I know I think so far..

I was pretty confident in my presentation today that I forgot whether the facilitator is a Ms or Mdm, coz I was using her as an example. Gosh.

Can't wait for the Millennia Institute Carnival in 2 weeks time. I'll be dropping by there. Miss my ex-classmates tough till now, I still dislike that sch. Haha. Fatin, Nora, Yazid, Aida, Shikah, Aminah..miss you guys. I really do.

Mom still asked me how was he, are we still friends.
"Ye mak, cuma tak jumpa. Chat saje.."
"Abeh, yang budak tu yang selalu call kau malam2? Da tak kawan lagi jugak?" she asked.
"Malas nak layan..." I answered honestly.

I mean if your heart stills with another, it just like you have no mood to make a close relation with another. Just feel so akward. So the best way, just try not to layan as much but do not ignore.

Called me silly if you guys want to but I know what I'm doing. I just go with the flow and see how far I will say it's the end...

Ya, whatever lah Rohani..

Wassalam,
Rohani