Going Millennia Institute- temporary..

Assalamualaikum..

Headache..im going crazy..singing to myself...my own stupid song...telling people crazy things. Im so confused.

I donnoe wheather this is the right decision. Im going to Millennia Institute tommorrow morning with mom. Im going to study there temporary till my poly posting result are successful this again. If still it is unsucessful, Im going to stay at MI for 3 years, taking A level.. feel so sucky.. really.

Worse nightmare ever. Eager to go to poly.. But my path now is to MI. Dad told me to just take A level..then get into University. Mom kept asking me the same question why I didnt get poly. She'll never understand the education system nowadays. Very competitive plus luck.

If I really meant to be in an A level system, once I guaduate, Im going to NIE..not University. People were right about me but I never listened. Teachers saw me as an A level graduate...they were shocked that I told them my aim was to take diploma. (Look what happens now..) The adults and my friends saw me as a teacher. Admit it, they are right about me all this time.

My passion for little kids will never die. My passion for design will never end. See how it applies later..
Thinkin about this..how Im going to survive in that school atmosphere. Whatever it is, harus terima hakikatnya.
After goin MI tmr, Im going for 'Amazing Race' at all the polys to appeal. Hopefully, it will be successful.
My cousin is in the same boat as me. She did much better than me, still she didnt get. Luck man..

Wish me all the best, whatever the outcome is..thanks..

And yah, Im quiting my job. Love that job so much..tapi..terpaksa meletak jawatan..

Wassalam,
Rohani