Less than 24hrs to go..

Assalamualaikum..

Chat with Kak Farah just now. She said her dad's face came out in the newspaper. I dont believe her at first. Ingat kena kantoi ke pe. When I checked the newspaper online, the front page, terpampar wajah bapak dia. Hahaha.. Fuhyoo...brave sey bapak dier..

Less than 24hrs, Im gonna get my results. Tak boleh dinafikan, takut giler!! Been going to the toilet more than once..entah kenapa tiba2 stomachache. Pray hard I will get good grades. Before going to school, gonna meet my best buddies, Sumita and Karen for lunch.

I realized, other races will asked their friends, "how many A's/distinction u got?" But when it comes to my races, "brapa banyak kau pass?" (it means, how many u passed?) Im seriously not trying to be a racist. Please dont get me wrong. But it's the fact la... even my mentor instructor said that.

You know, I do really have to thank Sumita. Sumita was the one to push me to get good grades. I remembered, we used to challenge each other. If I got higher marks than her, she will treat me. If she got higher marks than me, then I will treat her. But..most of the time, we got the same marks. Haha! At first, I was scared to challenge her cause she seems so smart that I will surely lose to her. I remembered she said..
Sumita: U can one la..
ME: No, I can't for sure... U are smart
Sumita: U dont even try..

When I think back, mengapa mengaku kalah kalau tak cuba? She's right. First few times, I always had to belanja her. Kadang2 sampai terhutang sey! Hahah.. Tapi, afterwards.. dier belanja aku. Hahaha..dier pun sama..sampai tertangguh.

I get so used to asking my peeps, "brapa A kau dapat?" They will answered, "Kau ngat aku mcm kau ke? Pass jek la...mesti kau dapat A"

Hahaha.. Terguris plak hati dorang.

There was once or twice I argued with my teacher just because I get less than a mark for get A1. Haha..tu teruk sey.. tak boleh angkat. Sampai bermasam muka kat cikgu tu. Tapi, still he cant be bias la.. I have to accept the fact. Hehe..

I dont even planned to get into University. I was thinking to end my education after getting diploma in poly. But there's this one incident which made me change my mind. She is my best friend, Atiqah.
Iqah: Kau mesti blajar tinggi2, sampai Universiti kan
CT: Ishk..tak de la..tak pikir langsung..cukup setakat diploma jek la
Iqah: Ish..ade ke mcm tu. Blajar lah sampai Uni..kan bagus
CT: Tak nak ar.. tak semestinya orang blajar tinggi2 dapat keje pe. Kau tgk suratkhabar, ramai uni graduates tak dapat keje tau. Abeh kau tu, nak blajar sampai uni ke?
Iqah: A ah.. plan nak gi NUS. La..itu ikut nasib la...ape lah kau ni, terlalu terpengaruh sangat
CT: Hmm..tengok la dulu mcm mana..

Then, got another incident. This time, with my teacher
Mr.Irfan: Rohani, u gonna study till u get degree right?
CT: huh? no la..asal boleh cakap je. Sampai diploma da cukup ar..
Mr.Irfan: Really? Seriously, when I look at you, I can see u as a Uni graduate
CT: Hahahaha..biar betol! Orang tak think far-far la.. Then u? Dari dulu kecik2 ke pe da start planning nak masuk NTU?
Mr.Irfan: Ya, of course.
CT: Ha? Serious ke?
Mr.Irfan: Ya, even when I'm in pri sch, I really plan to take Engineering course at NTU. I even check-out the courses there. That was my motivation
CT: Ouh.. chey wah..bagos sey..
Mr.Irfan: What bagos? If I can do it, so can u. Rohani, study till u get a degree la..
CT: K k..tengok la..

When I think it all over again, yeah..I should go Uni. Hopefully.. Get into Uni that offer courses to become a counsellor. Firstly, have to study smart for poly. If i get into it.

Ya Allah, mudah-mudahan aku akan dapat keputusan yang memuaskan pada hari esok. Ya Allah, makbulkanlah permintaanku.. Amin

Wassalam,
Rohani