Days

Assalamualaikum..

Just came back from zikir at Madrasah Al-Maarif at 11.30pm...

During lunch, I cooked sweet & sour fish for the first time. Not that difficult to cook that dish. Aku rebus kerang lalu buat Kicap Cili Padi as a sauce. Mum cook Ayam Cili Padi. Hari ni, banyak lauk-pauk.

Went out of the house at 6.30pm. When I reached Paya Lebar, I called Atiqah..suruh dia tunggu aku kat Papa Roti. Atiqah was at her aunt's house ketika itu. Bila aku da sampai kat sana, aku called Iqah..dia masih blum keluar. Aku frust cikit dengan dier. Jadi aku suruh dier tunggu sana selepas Ishyak.

I went to Darul Arqam, solat Maghrib and waited for Ishyak. Selepas itu, aku gi Papa Rosi..masih belum nampak batang idung Iqah. Seperti selalu, aku beli roti papa dan ice milo before going to Al-Maarif. Beberapa minit kemudian, Atiqah came. Her face was so tired sebab tadi pagi hingga petang dia bekerja.

Bila kite sampai kat Al-Maarif, kite tunggu mak Iqah kat kantin dulu. Kat kantin ada berlambak kucing bersepah kat sana sini...ada kitten..semua cute-mute. Tetapi, penakut la... Dorang cabut lari bila aku cuba mendekati dorang. Aku ni buat bising kat kantin cause I kept mewing at the cats. Ada kucing reply my mewing. Haha..

"Rohani..aku rasa muka kau pun macam kucing," kata Iqah.

Haha..kurang asam. Aku missed the times when my family used to keep cats. Dari dulu kecik-kecik, kite bawak kucing yang lepak bawah kolong blok, naik ke atas umah. Sudah banyak kali aku nampak kucing beranak 'LIVE' di depan mata aku. Da banyak kali gak, kena cekau. Pernah sekali gus, ada 10 ekor kucing kat umah sebab emak kucing beranak berlambak time tu. Haha.. bila anak nyer da besar panjang, ada yang kite kasi orang dan yang lain lepaskan jek. Cuma Mak dia kite simpan. Besh giler kalau ada kucing. Tika berasa bosan, kucing akan selalu layan kite. Bila da malam buta, kucing-kucing aku semua turun bawah main playground berdekatan dengan flat aku. Malangnya, tahun 2003, kite da 'bersara' memelihara kucing sebab ada orang complaint tentang kucing aku. Ada pegawai ketuk rumah kite, suruh kite 'buang' kucing kite atau pun dorang antar ke SPCA. Kiter terpaksa lah lepaskan kucing kite..Tak sanggup nak kasi kat SPCA sebab time tu kan, SPCA 'matikan' kucing sebab terlalu banyak kucing liar.


K la, back to my story. Bila mak Iqah da sampai, kite ke musolah for zikir. Zikir ends at 10pm. As usual, mak Iqah selalu banyak bebual dengan aku, dier ckp tentang kampong days. Haha.. macam-macam la. Kite balik naik bus nombo 67. Dalam bus, aku duduk dengan Atiqah. Iqah duduk dalam, aku duduk sebelah luar. Skali, ada dua anak lipas crawling dekat dengan tempat duduk Iqah. Iqah kecoh sey dalam bas, dier takut dengan lipas. Semua blanga kat dalam bas tengok kiteorang jek. Ishk..buat scence sey. Jadi, kite duduk ke tempat lain. Tapi, kali ini aku duduk kat dalam.

CT: Eh, Iqah kat sini ada lipas jugak ar..
Iqah: Rohani..kau jangan takutkan aku la.
CT: hehe..tak de la..aku main-main jek..
Iqah: Kau kurang asam sey..
CT: Haha.. Tu baru anak lipas..nanti kau tengok emak nyer plak..hehe

Bila kite turun dari bus, aku terserempak dengan Safar. Kawan aku yang selalu berbual bahasa 'u' 'i' tu. Bila dia nampak aku, kening dia terus naik..haha..
CT: Eh, Safar? Buat ape kat sini?
Safar: I tengah tunggu bas la.
CT: Ouh, dari mane?
Safar: Dari masjid Al-Iman.
CT: Ni nak pergi masjid ke baru balik dari masjid. hehe.. (i was joking actually)
Safar: (roll eyes) Ade ke masjid buka malam-malam buta ni?
CT: Tahu lah..main-main je..

Then, mak Iqah masuk dalam perbualan kite.
Makcik: Kan masjid tutup kol 10 malam.
CT: Hehe..tahu lah..
Safar: Tu la.. U ingat malam-malam macam gini, I nak gi masjid buat ape?
Makcik: Gate semua da tutup pun..
CT: Ishk..mane tahu kalau awak tunggu kat luar masjid sampai subuh..
Safar: Ape je u ni.

Haha.. mak Iqah ni peramah sangat, orang dia tak kenal pun dia berbual. Safar looked totally different in his dressing. Whenever I went out with him (used to), he'll always wore baju polo (I like) tapi, pakai seluar tappered la..ishk..spolit the whole dressing. Tapi, hari ni, dia pakai songkok, baju kurung hitam, selipar hitam dan bawak bag yang kena carry nyer. Macam ustaz-ustaz gituk. I prefered him dressing this way..can't helped it, he looked dashing.. Kalau aku tak kenal dia, mesti aku perhatikan dia dari jauh..muahahaha..

We took the same bus home tapi turun at different stops.

Taufiq smsed me today evening. He told me that Farez saw me last week in the train with a friend at nite. I remembered that night, I saw a guy entering the door. Bentuk badan macam pernah ku kenal tapi aku tak nampak wajah dia sebab aku tak pakai spec. I asked Atiqah to describe his feature to me, I thought it was 'him'. But when Atiqah said dier berjanggut, confirm bukan 'him'.

Tapi, entah kenapa skejap-skejap aku pandang ke arah dia..sebab aku rasa macam aku kenal orangnyer..cuma tak tahu siapa. Dan aku perasan dia pun pandang kat aku bila aku tak pandang dia. Bila dia turun kat Bukit Batok, hati aku terdetik, mungkin lelaki tadi Farez kot. Skali, bila Taufiq bilang aku hari ini, memang betol la hari tu yang aku nampak memang Farez. I asked Taufiq, "Dia da tahu itu aku..kenapa dia tak tegur aku? Da sombong ey?" "Tak de la..dia pun macam kau, ragu-ragu.takut salah orang.."

It's been a year I didn't met him. He's the first stranger who asked for my number when he first saw me. He is Taufiq's best friend. He's now a part-time religious tutor and always bergiat kat Masjid Ar-Raudah. He too waiting O level results. Used to like each other but ada yang tak mengizinkannya. I end up waiting for him for 3months, then I gave up when Taufiq told me he like another girl tapi skrg da putus setengah jalan. Biasalah..remaja..mcm aku jugak. I always admired his sideburn dan goattie, his fierce small eyes and his smart dressing, always in a shoe and long sleeves button shirt. Haha. He has his sweet personality behind his big dan tall size body. I remembered, he came to my workplace just to give me tibits..choc..keropok..gula2. Awww.... *Da la CT..citer lama!! Bangun! Bangun!*

When u really like someone and that someone like u, tapi ada saja yang tak mengizinkannya. Dan seseorang itu datang mengatakan cinta sedangkan kite tak de perasaan istimewa terhadap dia walaupun dia ada ciri-ciri yang kite mahu, kenapa ye? Hmm..

I admit I do get attracted to religious guys but I don't really fall in love with them. I admit I dont really get attracted to circular guys but I fell in love with them.. Muahahaha.. KOMPUSE..KOMPUSE..!

Oh ya, yesterday I went to Fiqh lesson kat Al-Bustan yesterday alone cause Atiqah is celebrating her mum's birthday. I make friends with this akak, 24 years old. She's nice. Then, I talked to this girl whose face look familiar. I asked her name- Nabilah. I asked her if she knows Bari. She was shocked. She is Bari's girlfriend. Then, she started asking suspicous question- how long u know Bari? who are u related to him? what did he told u? are u both close?
Haha.. I told her Im not that close to him, he's my friend's friend. Just friends. Never told her that we used to be close, he used to come over to my house and make noise, he used to force me to play blowing, he actually used to lie to her..opps! Just because he went out with me and Taufiq that day.. Haha, and I always told him, "kau tu masih budak kecik..Kalau kau adek aku, da lama aku cekik kat kau.." Coz he is so irritating. Im evil I know. He's 2 years younger than me and I called him 'budak kecik'? Hahaa..

Ok la..sampai di sini saje..
Bye!
Wassalam,
Rohani