Assalamualaikum..

Hari ini ader English Prelim Oral. It starts at 10.15pm. Tapi aku sampai 10.20pm. Aku main masuk jek waiting room ni. Aku ternampak Muneera, Shamira, Aein and the rest, so aku ngat aku sama group ngan dorang. Abeh Shamira ckp, "Rohani sesat". Aku tanyer asal. Muneera kata im in the next door group. Ler.. malu la.

In the next door waiting room, aku duduk ngan Karen dan Fang Ling. Dorang bebual dalam cina tapi aku boleh faham cikit2 lah and I cut thru their conversation. Hehe. Biadap ey aku. Then, the leo girl called me from outside said it is now my turn.

Aku sebenarnye tak prepared tapi tak rasa gementar sedikit pun. Haha. Semlm relek jek kat umah macam the english prelim oral is a no big deal. My inviligator are Mrs Tan (my eng tcher) & Ms Fiza (my maths tcher). The reading part ok-ok lah. Tergagap-gagap cikit. The picture description pun ok-ok jugak. Boleh dikatakan borderline.
Conversation part yg paling gerek pada aku.

Grandparents..
Mrs Tan: Tell me about the marriage life of your grandparents.

Aku: Arr..ermm. Im not so close to any of my grandparents. (ni aku truthfully speaking). My family rarely visit them. But I know they are loving to each other. My grandmother besides my mother got a divorce but remarried again because her ex-husband was a drug addict. She remarried with another man. She is happy now because the man is very romantic. They will say 'I love you' to each other and still stay happily ever after. (apo aku ngat ini fairy-tale ke? Happy ever after? khakhakha)

Mrs Tan: Hmm. okay. Did any of ur grandparents told you about their past?

Aku: Ya. My grandmother beside my mother was a chinese. She was adopted by muslim family during Japanese Occupation time. (biler aku ckp cam japan occ, dua-dua cikgu ini da nmpk timbul minat nak dgr..hehe) During the Japanese Occupation, the Japanese disliked the chinese. They will make the girls to become a prostitute or a slave. In order to save my grandmother, they gave her to a muslim family. My grandmother was brought up by them and she convert to a muslim where they teacher her religious background. And.. that's why i look like chinese rite?

Mrs Tan & Ms Fiza: Hahahah.. (aku ni shiok sendiri sangat)

Soal perkhawinan boleh jawab dengan lancar..hehe
Mrs Tan: Okay. What is marriage to you?

Aku: (Biler dgr soalan ni, aku happy ar..senang aku nak jawab) Marriage is a long-time commitment. This is a pledge to stay with each other for a long time. Marriage is not all about saying 'I love u' and then that is the end. Marriage is about being comfortable with each other because u are going to spend the rest of ur life with him or her. You have to adapt with his or her self-being. It is not just about a physical attraction, touch-and-go and make babies and then you think it's over. (cikgu angguk je..haha) It's a big responsibility. He or she are the ones who are gonna bring up the next generation. They are gonna be the one who will passed their knowledge and experience. Taking care of the kids and ensure that ur marriage will go on. You can say, 'I pleged myself to spend my entire life with you' or 'will you marry me' but what will happen next? It's not easy. Commitment, passion, responsibility are needed to have an everlasting marriage.

Mrs Tan: Oh..okay. U seem to be talking a lot. (SMILE)

Mrs Tan: Ok. Now, is on-see is important in marriage to you?

Aku: Erm...? on-see? I dun understand..

Mrs Tan: No. What I meant, is honesty is important in marriage to you?

Aku: Oh. Honesty. (pekak badak nyer aku..) It is important in marriage. Very important. Who wants to live in a marriage full of lies? You have to be honest. Without honesty, ur marriage will not hold on. If we lied, there's no trustworthy. You can't spend the rest of your life with someone who is a liar. You are unable to expressed or share ur feelings with him/her because u cant trust her/him.For example, a man tell his wife, "Honey, i got lots of work to do. I'll be home late" But actually he want so spend a night out with his friends. I meant you can enjoy with ur friends but you have to be honest. You are hurting someone feeling if you lied. The wife will be heartbroken. You have to leave ur singlehood life if you are already married because there's much responsibility being a husband and a father at home. I mean, really.. why would you want to live in a marriage which are all lies and acting? You have to be honest since you had vowed it in the first place.

Mrs Tan: Hmm.. okay. Good. Thank you Rohani.

Aku: Thanks.

Biler aku keluar dari oral room, aku tanyer kawan-kawan aku, macam mana oral dorang. Dorang cakap, merepek. Dorang tak tau sal marriage. Dorang buntu. Mereka hanya boleh cakap sal grandparents. Dalam otak aku, "aik! Aku ckp byk sal marriage but grandparents cikit je"

Aku pernah experience ke...?
Pastu ada break before Maths Remedial. Biler Maths remedial, ramai classmate aku gi cakap ngan Ms Fiza that the marriage question merepek sbb dorang tak experience. Ms Fiza, "The question was ok what. But Rohani can talk so much like she's experienced" Aku ketawa terbahak-bahak. Lol. Biasalah lah babe..buat research. Chey bah...

Budak hingusan!
Masa break, aku dan Karen gi Foodcourt, makan. Sumita tak datang. Biler kite duduk kat foodcourt, terserempak ngan Munir dan Muneera tgh makan one corner, tak jauh daripada kiter. Biler ngah makan, ade budak cina perempuan ni approach Karen and sat beside her. She was talking to her in chinese. Daripada cara dia pakai dan cakap, aku dapat tafsirkan dekni budak gangster mentah mane sbb dia ada tattoo (seems like fake tapi kwn aku kata it's real) and pakaian tak senonoh.

Pastu, Karen ni tanyer aku...
Karen: Eh, Rohani, you got hp or not?
Rohani: No, i didnt bring. Why?
Karen: That gurl want to borrow
Rohani: Who is she?
Karen: Dunno. I dunno her.

Afterwards, budak cina tu gi cakap ngan Karen smth ar. Karen ckp yang budak tu suruh asked Munir and Muneera for hp. Tapi, dorang dua sepakat tipu Karen yang dorang tak de hp. Karen bilang lah budak cina tu.

Abeh, budak cina tu suruh Karen tanya semua orang kat sana untuk hp. Karen bilang aku lah.
Rohani: What? She told you to do that?
Karen: Yah..how sey?
Rohani: Dun do lah. Ignore her.
Karen: She need the hp.
Rohani: She can do herself what. Who she think she is?

Budak cina tu dgr lalu tanyer Karen ape aku cakap. Tambahan pula, dia tanya Karen aku dari kelas mane. Si Karen gi jawab aku dari class 5/2. Alermak..Karen ni honest sangat ar.

Budak cina hingusanEh! Gurl! If you want u talk bad about me, dun talk behind me lah! Talk to me!
Aku: Please lah.. im not talking bad about you. I just asked her who are you. That's all. (Being sarcastic)
Budak cina hingusanIf you want to talk bad about me, talk infront of me lah!
Aku: Hey! Im not talking bad about you lah gurl! Im just asking her WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DO YOU WANT. THAT'S ALL! Why u asked her to asked the people here for hp if you can do it urself. She's not a begger!
Budak cina hingusan(dia tgh membakar tuh) What begger! I just asked her to help me rite?
Aku: Yah rite.. You can do it urself right? She's not ur slave! (jeling)
Karen: Eh..Rohani..dun fight back lah..im scared lah...
Aku: For what to be scared, she just a stranger.
Budak cina hingusan: What you said?!
Aku: I said YOU-ARE-JUST-A-STRANGER-TO-ME! (da geram tapi heran tak heran lah nak layan budak mentah nih)
Budak cina hingusan: SHUT UP!
Aku: (dlm hati aku da ketawa- da kalah lah budak mentah ni.. huhu) Hey, it's not u who created my mouth. U can't controlled it. It's God who created me. Not you...

Budak cina hingus tu da fed-up that she left her food and walk away.

Karen: Eh..Rohani. Dangerous u know. She may asked her gang to beat u up.
Aku: U think i give a damn about it? Please lah..she's just a small kid. I bet she's only 14 years old but want to act big. Why are you scared of her? There's nth to be scared off if you know you are not wrong. Aiyah..small gurl..with sticker tattooo all over her.. haha..
Karen: Later how u go home? Want me to accompany u??
Aku: Anything I dun care

kiter nampak budak cina hingus tu datang balik dengan dua orang pemuda in their 40's. Dorang stare kat aku semcm. Aku buat bodoh je..terus makan nasi ayam aku. (Dlm hati: kau ngat aku takut ke kau bawak apek-apek yang tak guna ni? buat semak je lah... Goyang-tak-goyang)

Karen ni, gi cakap sorry kat dia on behalf of me. Budak hingus cina tu cakap, tak payah maaf lah! Aku tak kan maafkan dia. (in chinese) aku cakap kat Karen kuat-kuat, "Im not gulity anyway. Im know im not wrong!" Pastu pandang dia semcm.

Babe..kalau nak carik nahas, one-to-one lah. Asal ko bawak due tua bangkai ni? Ko ngat lebih tua, lebih hebat? Pi jalan lah..

Lepas dorang gi, Muneera datang kat aku. Dia nampak ape yang berlaku td. Aku bilang lah ape yang da jadi. Muneera marah lah sbb budak hingus cina tu bully Karen. Dia ada duit nak sental mulut dia yang kecik tu tapi tak kan tak de duit nak kai payphone je? Lagipun, payphone kat dalam foodcourt kan ade? Asal dia nak Karen jadi mangsa? Dia ada kaki, ada mulut celopar tapi tak guna,tak nak pakai untuk tanyer orang lain. Ape dier ngat kiter babu dia ke? Boleh gi duduk tepi longkang lah. Ade tattoo ke..rambut perang ke..piercing beribu ke.. ape aku kesah? Itu semua buat perhiasan je. Cam jek aku akan menggeletar.. haha. Jangan harap.!

Wslm,
Rohani..